Overview
I’d spent most of my life avoiding dealing with major trauma — around money, women, connection, etc. — until one day, after a business partnership collapsed and all of my dreams evaporated, I couldn’t anymore.
This 21-step docu-narrative documents my journey in picking up the pieces, learning the ropes, and finally figuring out How to Life on the way towards becoming an artist and a filmmaker, and the endless resistance, mental health crises, heartbreak and everything I faced along the way.
Here’s the most recent trailer:
Early Clips
This project has been an extraordinary journey over the years — it started several years ago, while I was living in Japan. A close friend of mine encouraged me to create some sorta documentary thing — “just connect with a few different people, and film it” — and what started as a project in the middle of Covid in 2020 has ballooned into something I never could’ve anticipated.
Several years later, 4 different editors, 5 different storylines, and basically all of my savings, we’ve finally settled on a format that feels, well, good.
Here are some early, raw clips of some of the stuff that we’ve shot and put together over the years.
Step 7. Seek relationship.
Step 14. Find God.
